Footprints from the Shadows of Idolatry

A Hard Look at Women’s Mitzvot

Earth’s ancient history tells that there were feminine and masculine gods worshiped by many different peoples. Mythology cites the stories of the wars and affairs of these powerful gods, or at least the beliefs that held their worshipers spellbound or shaking in fear. These deities were so revered that parents would sacrifice their own children to them to assure them favor with these gods. In the Bible, the prophets warned Israel about these gods and those who followed them. These people were to be eradicated from the land of Israel. It was Divinely mandated ethnic cleansing, if you will. Of course, none in the liberal “free world” today support ethnic cleansing especially not if you are speaking of the Jewish right to possess the land of Israel.  In many Middle Eastern and North African countries, parents train and send out their children to die as martyrs as they cleanse the world of Jews and Christians. These religions are death cults, just as in the ancient past when babies were burned in the arms of their gods, Astarte and Molech.  

What I want to examine today is a subject that has bothered me for some time–the worship of the Queen of Heaven mentioned by the prophet Jeremiah. Who was she, and what customs were common in those who worshiped her? And are there roots of these customs in today’s major religions? The Israelites were originally exiled because of their worship of false gods. Can there be any evidence that has survived from these pagan practices today? 

Of course, there is Mary worship (often called the Queen of Heaven by dedicated Catholics), which is just an extension of the ancient pagan worship of female fertility goddesses such as Ashtoreth, Isis, Ishtar, or Semiramis, just to mention a few. 

But what about the customs of the Chosen People–the practices of Judaism? Is there anything that would suggest that we have remnants of pagan worship practices relating to the female goddess (Ashtoreth), mentioned in 1 Kings and Jeremiah? 

1Ki 11:5, 33: “5 For Solomon went after Ashtoreth the goddess of the Zidonians, and after Milcom the abomination of the Ammonites. … 33 Because that they have forsaken me, and have worshiped Ashtoreth the goddess of the Zidonians, Chemosh the god of the Moabites, and Milcom the god of the children of Ammon, and have not walked in my ways, to do that which is right in mine eyes, and to keep my statutes and my judgments, as did David his father.”   

Jer. 44:”17 But we will certainly perform every word that is gone forth out of our mouth, to burn incense unto the queen of heaven, and to pour out drink-offerings unto her, as we have done, we and our fathers, our kings and our princes, in the cities of Judah, and in the streets of Jerusalem; for then had we plenty of victuals, and were well, and saw no evil. 18 But since we left off burning incense to the queen of heaven, and pouring out drink-offerings unto her, we have wanted all things, and have been consumed by the sword and by the famine. … 21 The incense that ye burned in the cities of Judah, and in the streets of Jerusalem, ye and your fathers, your kings and your princes, and the people of the land, did not YHVH remember them, and came it not into his mind?”

So, without further ado! Where does the lighting of candles for many things in Jewish practice come from? What about lighting Shabbat candles? Many of us question the claim that the Eternal commanded this mitzvah. Here is the English version of the candle blessing:.

“Blessed are You, oh Lord our God, who has sanctified us by His commandments and has commanded us to kindle the light of Shabbat.”

This is blessing is not found anywhere in Tanakh. Nor in the written Torah. It is clearly a command created by the rabbis. What else is wrong here? The sages claimed there was a curse that would come upon women who didn’t fulfill it. The following quote is From Mishna Shabbat 2:6

“On [account of] three transgressions women die in childbirth: because they are not careful with nidda, with challah, or with candle-lighting.” Below is the Hebrew from Sefaria

“על שלש עברות נשים מתות בשעת לדתן. על שאינן זהירות בנדה ובחלה ובהדלקת הנר:”

So the making of Challah, observance of Nidda (the separation from the husband during menstruation), and the lighting of the Shabbat Candles are what compose women’s most important mitzvot? I think anyone would agree that the making of Challah and Shabbat Candles, though pleasant in themselves, are rabbinic mitzvot. So how is it that God is going to punish us for not following the rabbinic commandments? Is the Creator somehow now subject to the decisions of the leadership? Who is in charge anyway?

Here are some more modern quotes, embracing the idea of punishment for women who do not follow the three mitzvot:


1. “For three transgressions woman die during childbirth: for being careless regarding (the laws of) menstruation, the tithe from dough, and kindling the (Sabbath) light.” The Complete Art Scroll Siddur. Second edition, Page 327.
2. “For three transgressions do women die in childbirth: because they have not been heedful in regard to their menstruation, in the separation of the priest’s share of the dough, and in the kindling of the lamp.” Mishnayoth Volume 2 page 30 Second Edition Judaica Press, Ltd. Gateshead 1983.
Page3. “Because of three sins women die in childbirth; for not being careful with niddah, with hallah, and with lighting the lamp.” Sephardic Siddur with Linear Translation and English translation for Shabbat page 79 Congregation Shaare Rahamim Publication Series 5766.
4. Rabbi Jonathan Sacks translates the Hebrew into English slightly different “For three transgressions woman may die in childbirth: for being careless in observing the laws of menstruation, separating challah (dough – offering), and lighting the Sabbath light “The Koren Siddur page 374. 2010 Edition. I would like you to notice that the word may, that is in this translation, casts a doubt on whether this will happen.
In this discussion I will evaluate only the kindling of the Sabbath light (maybe later we might consider the other two sins).  Let us look at the prayer that is said when the Sabbath lights are lit: “Blessed are you, HASHEM, our God, King of the universe, Who sanctified us with His commandments, and has commanded us to kindle the light of the Sabbath.” The Complete Artscroll Siddur, (second edition 1989) page 297. 

History tells us that the formal practice of lighting Shabbat Candles was an attempt by the rabbis to overthrow the Karaites ( 9th century CE) and to direct their followers to place their esteem upon the Oral Torah, thus assuring Rabbinic control over the Jewish people. (https://pathoftorah.com/2014/01/26/mitzvah-that-wasnt/)

“The great Sa’adia Gaon (882-942) worked tirelessly to counter Karaite Judaism, and the Rambam even credits him with saving Rabbinic Judaism at the time. Not surprisingly, then, it is in the 9th century Siddur of Rav Amram Gaon (d. 875) where we first see the text of a Shabbat candle-lighting berakhah.  To reaffirm and strengthen the Oral Torah at a time when it was under attack, the sages and rabbis of the 9th century instituted a formal blessing—modelled on the Chanukah blessing—to be recited when lighting Shabbat candles. This made it clear that it was God who kideshanu v’tzivanu, sanctified us and commanded us, to do so. People needed to know that this ancient practice was no rabbinic invention! Indeed, when we look into more mystical sources, we find that lighting Shabbat candles goes way back—all the way to the Garden of Eden.” Link

But those who know their Bibles realize that Shabbat Candle lighting was never commanded by the Torah and history shows us that it never gained true importance in Rabbinic Judaism until the 9th century, CE. 

And by the way, the use of modern candles in the form we have today, began to be developed in the 5th century when Rome began to dip wicks in animal fat called tallow,  (Link).
Anciently, however, there were wicks that burned in oil pots as far back as early Egypt. Many religions have used them in the worship of their gods and as a means to communicate with Heaven and even to send their dead loved ones on their way to the afterlife. (Link )

What actually does the lighting of Shabbat candles symbolize? Could it stem from the practice of burning of incense? Do Jews use candles in their service for the dead? Clearly they do. Every Yahrzeit is accompanied by candle burning. What does it mean?

What about the baking of Challah and cutting off the portion which is supposed to be burned? Jeremiah cries out against the women who baked bread for the Queen of Heaven:

 “The children gather wood, and the fathers kindle the fire, and the women knead the dough, to make cakes for the queen of heaven, and to pour out drink-offerings unto other gods, that they may provoke me to anger.” – Jer 7:18  

I wonder about the part requiring the cutting off a portion of the dough, even though it stems from the biblical command to separate (Challa) a part of a sacrifice or meal offering, for YHVH. Numbers 15:18-21. But how does burning it have anything to do with separating a part for YHVH? Actually this sacrifice was not a weekly offering and it was only to be done in the Land of Israel:

“18 Speak unto the children of Israel, and say unto them, When ye come into the land whither I bring you, 19 then it shall be, that, when ye eat of the bread of the land, ye shall offer up a heave-offering unto Jehovah. 20 Of the first of your dough ye shall offer up a cake for a heave-offering: as the heave-offering of the threshing-floor, so shall ye heave it. 21 Of the first of your dough ye shall give unto Jehovah a heave-offering throughout your generations.” – Num 15:18-21.

Perhaps it is a little far-fetched to associate the making of Challah and the lighting of Shabbat Candles with service to the Queen of Heaven so loudly renounced by the prophet Jeremiah, or is it? And why is there a curse on women who do not perform these Mitzvot?

Paganism aside, how have practices taken from the priestly service in the Temple come to establish a new type of service where every family has their own home temple with strange symbolic services that somehow connect us to the Torah? Can it be an attempt to justify living in the diaspora? The thought seems to be everywhere that, “isn’t the service at the home table and the Synagogue enough?”So why do we need a temple if we can do it all at home?

How about the custom of opening the door to the Shabbat Queen during Kabbalat Shabbat? The song Lecha Dodi (come my beloved) is sung on Friday nights in the synagogue, and when the final stanza is sung, the door to the synagogue is opened and the entire congregation turns around and bows to the left and right welcoming the Shabbat Queen which brings the divine presence to the assembly. 

Were we ever commanded to worship the Sabbath itself? And what is this mystical presence that is being worshiped, if it is a queen? Much is said about the Shekinah being the feminine presence of God. Yet the word Shekinah is not in the Scriptures. 

“The word comes from a transliteration of the Hebrew word, shākan. It means ‘the one who dwells’ or “‘that which dwells.’ The term “Shekinah” was first used in rabbinic targums.” (Link)

So the justification of worshiping the female presence of God is established, fully trusted because almost everyone believes the Bible supports it. It doesn’t and though we could get into great and lengthy discussions of the male vs female nature of the Eternal, we must abstain. This is forbidden ground. God is not a man, see Number’s 23:19. And even Moses was not allowed to fully view the Creator. He must remain a mystery to humankind. If we could see Him, we might try to make an image of Him, right? 

I know that I have only touched the tip of the iceberg showing the roots of things that have accompanied the Jewish religion for thousands of years. Dear friends, we must come clean! We must repent of that which blindly accepted as God’s commands, many times brainwashed into us as little children. It is not going to be easy. 

Ariella Golani

Passover–More than a Memory!

As we look at the things that were commanded in the ancient past of the religion of Israel and compare it to what is done today, we find major differences. Whether they are acceptable or “off the derech” is up to the individual to sort out. But let me ask a few questions of you!

We are currently at the time of Passover and there are a lot of things that don’t line up when reading the passages in the Tenakh that define what was commanded to be done and what was done in the original instance. 

The past few days I have been thinking about several of these things. I wrote an article about leaven, arranged a wave sheaf on the dining table as a reminder of what was required on the first day of unleavened bread. My husband gathered wild barley from an open field near us here in Israel. We will plan to wave it and break off some of the grains. 

Some would say, but there is no Temple, so you can’t do this! But a close look at the passages concerning Passover show that the barley sheaf which was only to be gathered “in the land” was not connected to the temple. 

The article I wrote was mainly about leaven vs fermentation (see it here). When a follower on my website, commented that there was more to look at, for example, the lamb sacrifice, I did a retake.  

The lamb sacrifice was originally done in Egypt without a Temple. It was done by individual families and did not require a priest to officiate! Correct! But the excuse we have heard for years is that we don’t do any of this without a Temple. Maybe we have been wrong about this!

What would happen if families got together and sacrificed a lamb on the 14th day of Aviv (Nissan)? That is a scary thought! What does the lamb sacrifice mean anyway? Does it have anything to do with killing the abomination of the Egyptians, which is idolatry? Does it mean that we are to cleanse out all idolatry before taking part in Passover? And what is Passover anyway, other than a commemoration of the leaving of Egypt? What about the call to leave Babylon? –the galute? Or do we even consider that the Jews (Israelites) should have abandoned all these places long ago? 

From my contemplation of the lamb sacrifice, what seems to appear is that its purpose was to rid ourselves of the idolatry imposed upon us by Egypt (the nations), actually bringing us to a cleansing. Why do many Jews prefer to live in other nations? Do they/we love the way the nations live? Why were so many rules about Halakha created to keep Jews as a separate and often strange people, allowing us to continue outside the land? Basically, why do the nations not respect us? Is it because we have added so much to the law of our God that we are unrecognizable as a pure and holy nation? Would we be able to continue in the diaspora if we only accepted the laws given on Sinai? Except for one thing, you can’t really follow Torah outside the land. Many of those laws aresignificant only in Israel. I mean how can you enforce the rule to not eat fruit from your trees until the fourth year when you buy fruit from a big supermarket in Europe or America? How do you know it has been harvested correctly? How do you wave the barley sheaf when it is clearly an Israeli harvest which is specified? But again, these laws and many others were for Jews in their homeland–Israel!

But back to Passover and the lamb…

What if we began to sacrifice a lamb on Passover? That is a scary thought, but with the Temple out of the picture, what prevents it as a command which should be practiced? I can’t imagine the pain it would cause me if I had to kill an innocent lamb! If people had to do this every year, would it make them think? And consider what it means to get rid of the leavening before the 7 days of the week of Unleavened Bread. Yeast is that which inflates, changes the nature (the truth) about the kernel of the grain used for bread baking. Is it possible that the yeast is what has happened to the Word of YHVH in changing it to an inflated law that requires years of Yeshiva to study and learn it? So the requirements of Passover and Unleavened Bread may be a way to get back to the real Torah of YHVH, and more than just a memorial!

Happy Peshach and Unleavened Bread!

Ezekiel 11:17: “Therefore say, Thus saith the Lord YHVH: I will gather you from the peoples, and assemble you out of the countries where ye have been scattered, and I will give you the land of Israel.”

Ariella

What about the Bible? 

Some say the Bible has been tampered with. Lots of voices are saying this. But let me quote something from the Bible itself:

“If the foundations be destroyed, what can the righteous do?” Psalm 11:3

This is a deep concern. I get emails from New Zealand by a couple of Noahides who are taking apart everything but the Moses Scroll (Shapira Scroll), which means that they hold none of Torah or Tenakh as valid, except, what was written by the hand of Moses. (I think I will unsubscribe). There is a book out there called “Who Wrote the Bible” which does the same thing. And it is not just these sources that are trying to rattle the foundations! Sometimes it is more subtle and has been around for a long time!

There are voices everywhere discrediting everything from the Bible. This is what is happening on one side. And among those who profess belief in the Bible, we hear rabbis stating that the only way to understand the Bible is to let them interpret it for you. Where have we heard this before? 

In my relationship with my Jewish friends, I rarely find someone who has read the entire Tenakh, other than listening to Torah readers at Synagogue in Hebrew read the current Portion so quickly, they are virtually not understandable.

On another side of the religious world, Catholics (especially in Spanish-speaking countries) have told me that since the mass is done in Latin, that only the priest can be trusted to know what God wants of them.  How much difference is there in what has been accepted in Judaism for thousands of years? Similarly, only a rabbi can interpret Torah. Really! And why does individual study of the Bible get so little attention? 

So we have our traditions, and often the Minhagim are fine and acceptable if one is really led to be more spiritual and more connected to the Source of all things. But, that being said, the question arises by critics in religious circles, “who can trust where these things came from?” 

And I will ask who can trust academics? We have seen how the colleges of today have gone down the woke path. I saw it beginning in secular colleges in the 90s. I could not believe how things had changed since I first attended college in the mid 70s. If things can change through academics in the political and educational fields, why would they not be influenced by hundreds of generations of teachers, (rabbis or preachers) who claim to know, but that were taught by others who claim to know, and so on ad infinitum, back for a couple of thousand years? Ever played telephone? Ever see how the message changes so much that when the last person receives the whispered sentence, it has nothing to do with the first person’s idea? And that is exactly how the chain of transmission has gone. There are some things that are so far from what the Torah says that you cannot recognize where they came from! So a young man goes to Yeshiva and everyone says “Wow”! And he graduates more confused than ever before. There are always arguments and debates on what the ancient Sages taught, who was right and whom does this would be “rabbi” choose to follow in his future career. Ever think of studying for one’self? Especially if you can learn Biblical Hebrew? 

But perhaps as in the first instance, the most dangerous trend out there is to discredit the Bible entirely, as many have been doing in recent years! As the Psalm says, “what can the righteous do if the foundations are destroyed?” So if we have to throw out the majority of the Tenakh because parts of it were somehow rewritten, then what are we going to use to guide our lives? Is there nothing? Perhaps a somewhat tarnished instrument is better than no instrument at all!

As to the evolutionary theory, I never bought into the idea that man descended from a monkey and such chaos. Perhaps if atheists could experience a living God who created the Universe, One who works in individual lives to bless, guide and strengthen, maybe, just maybe, we would see a different trend in the world. 

But then, there have always been haters of God, defiant of His leadership and law. 

We have several monsters raising their heads in the religious world. Beware of following them!

I would say in conclusion, let’s not “Throw out the Baby with the Bathwater!” 

What could be wrong with thinking for ourselves?

Ariella

Tradition! It IS just a bit of fun, isn’t it?

The Holiday of Purim is here again, and costumes, parties and fun are sprouting everywhere. Fun is the name of the game. Is there anything wrong with that? I admit that I love to see people smile and all the children and adults dressed up and clowning around! I am not keen on kids eating a lot of candy, partly because I know the health problems that go along with too much sugar, but then that is a personal issue. 

I want to examine, and I don’t claim to be right or wrong, a few things I am uncomfortable with:

  • I know that God’s Eternal Name, YHVH, is important in all of Tenakh, but why is he not mentioned in any form in the entire book? People tell me that it is because He had to stay hidden. That does not make sense. When is it right to hide the God whom we worship from stories that we write about our lives? If anything in a story was done by the Eternal, then why is the emphasis placed on the clever Mordecai and his beautiful niece, Esther, who found herself lined up to become queen of Persia? Why not mention that the Hand of God was involved? Why take credit for the Jews being so clever and smart and leave God completely out of it? Was this because they knew they were in the wrong place at the wrong time? Were they indeed under persecution at this time?
  • If they were not suffering persecution, then what else may have been the reason for hiding one’s ethnicity?
  • Is it possible that the story about justifying life for the Chosen People among the nations? No need for a a temple? No need for a Covenant with the Land and the God of the Land?
  • Why were the majority of the Jews still in Persia many years after they were commissioned to return to the Land sixty years after the decree of Cyrus the Great? 
  • Why did Hadassah become Esther naming herself after the pagan goddess Ishtar? And why did Mordecai take that name since it is also a variation of Marduk, a pagan deity worshiped in Babylon and ancient Mesopotamia? According to Torah it is wrong to pronounce the name of a pagan god, but these went so far as to rename themselves after these idols..
  • Perhaps choosing these names was a political move to be able to work and live among the Persians. But the question looms large, why do they want to stay in the Galut? Is it because they are now permeated with the culture? Do they love the customs of the Gentiles more than their own?
  • And what else might be the motive to hide at this time before Haman had the decree to kill all the Jews signed by the king? Would Haman have declared the Jews as public enemy number one, if he had known that the queen was Jewish? The story does not say that they were being persecuted. If so, then why not move back to the land? 
  • The entire plot of the story of Esther seems to justify working subversively to overthrow the powers that be. When is it right to clearly hide one’s identity to be able to climb the political ladder with the intent of having someone at the top? Were Jews ever commanded to do such things? There is plenty of evidence of this happening throughout history. We see Joseph shaving to appear acceptable to Pharaoh when he was brought before him, but he apparently didn’t hide his parentage, because later in the Joseph story, the Egyptians would not eat with the Hebrews. He apparently was known as a Hebrew even since Potiphar put him in jail. 
  • Maybe there are other reasons, but to me, it seems that the Jews who stayed in Persia enjoyed the Persian lifestyle and culture and did what they did to justify living in the Galut 60 or 70 years after Cyrus opened the way for them to leave. (Note that the decree of Cyrus took place in 539 and the events in the book of Esther were between 483 and 473. (See here and here). These dates are estimates. 

I don’t have answers, on this, and I have to admit that I have gone along with things many times so that I don’t make waves. What should we do about this? Is there anybody else out there who is concerned?

So “Happy Purim” and please think deeply when you drink so much you can’t discern Haman from Mordecai!

Ariella

Power of Distraction

Is there Anything Real out There?

The world has been spinning out of control in mad chaos that no one really understands. Trump was inaugurated. He accomplished some encouraging things during his first hours in office. Everything sounds good. But is it really? Some of us are burned out from worrying about what comes next. Is Trump telling us the truth? Or is this propaganda?… again? Another big show to gain power and money? Is Donald Trump actually bringing about globalist control? The world was weakened under the past regime. So now, with our confidence destroyed, We embrace a leader that goes beyond the duties of a President of the United States? 

No, you can’t really blame us for pondering that what we see is really not what we get! And how did we come to be this way? Those of us who ask these questions obviously took the red pill, which makes us suspicious of everything. But does God factor in somewhere? Can we believe that the Eternal, all powerful Master of the Universe is still in control? Does He really raise up kings and put down kings? (Daniel 2:21), or are the promises we have relied on in the past null and void of fulfillment? 

Does Israel really have an end-time purpose in this world? Are the glorious promises in the Bible really meant for us today, or did we somehow miss the boat along the way? It’s easy to doubt, and I know it’s not right to think this way. But it’s extremely sad to see so many of our innocents killed, raped, burned, beheaded, and terrified. Even now, though some have been released, what is the chance that any of them who endured the last 16 months will be mentally ill,–that is, if they survive at all? Naturally, we are insecure, and even doubt the reasons for our faith. Sometimes wonder if we will see another tomorrow.

We try to put it out of our minds. Distraction is a game we play and it may be the only way to survive this horrendous war in any semblance of sanity. It’s difficult not to dwell on hostages half buried in dark holes beneath the grime–violated and hated. There is no certainty that any of them are still alive. As humans, we can never be satisfied with not knowing about something so precious as human life. And so we try to avoid thinking of the unthinkable! The long saga of dwelling on the evil fate of these beloved victims–living or perhaps even preferably dead in the tunnels of frozen fright, is pure hell for both them and all of us who have a soul.

So we stop thinking because we must. But let us ask ourselves: where has hope gone? Where is God at a time like this? Are there a few faithful souls who still see good beyond the tragedy of our times? 

The world is being weighed in the balances, with Israel being the centerpiece. It is as if God has drawn a line in the sand. A line separating between those who love His people and those who do not.

To call evil good and good evil seems to be the theme of a world gone mad. I have to believe that Almighty God sees us now. He saw Israel when they labored in the the slime pits of Egypt. Then he called Moses to set His people free.

“And God saw the children of Israel, and God knew…” Exodus 2:25

Can we bank on that now? 

Please share your thoughts. I really would like to hear from you!

Ariella