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The Why! A Short Meditation on the Events of October 7

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Why am I in Israel? This painful question haunts me and others and has done so ever since October 7 of last year. My thoughts about the purpose of the land of Israel and what this land is supposed to be confuse me. Is there not a purpose for Jews in the land of Israel? Is there no purpose for the chosen people other than to continually suffer? Where is the G-d of the Bible? Is it possible that people who have sacrificed to live in Israel, somehow have it all wrong?

Several of us toured some of the sites of the massacre a few weeks ago. My feelings were mostly numb throughout the tour. I learned things but my feelings were mostly shut down. Perhaps this was because of the grief I had felt ever since the event took place. I had already imagined the scenes. But it was interesting to see where the wall was breached so quickly at the Erez crossing and to learn first-hand from one of the residents who actually defended one of the Kibbutz’—Kibbutz Alumim, where not only Israelis were massacred but also foreign workers, who were shot and burned in their dormitory, some apparently while they were still in their beds or showers.

I shuddered when I saw the bullet holes and blown-up buildings. I was moved when I heard of the efforts of a local civilian who came on board to protect the police station in Sderot.

Many agree that Never Again has happened again and that it will happen over and over until we somehow get it right! But how will that play out? How is it that Jews, not only in Israel, still question, how do we get it right? How do we end the madness?

Perhaps this is the end of the world? It seems there is no hope anymore for a Messiah. Are Jews destined to extinction? Is there Nobody in the Universe watching the events unfold? Is there anywhere to hide? Perhaps the caves in the cliffs near the Kinneret are still waiting for people to find a bit of safety while enemies take over the land. But how would we survive if we were even able to get there? Will we survive? There has to be hope.

When I question the G-d of Heaven, Ha Kadosh Baruch Hu, YHVH, Elohim or however He prefers to be called, I mean no disrespect. But upon what can I base my faith in the disaster that has happened to Israel and the hatred of the nations? Somehow Biblical promises don’t seem to be holding their ground. Perhaps there were conditions for these promises. Are we back to the days where the prophets feared for their lives? Will the cycle never end?

As someone who has always believed that the answer to the world’s woes is in the Book of Books, I find little solace when I see my vision of a peaceful Israel vanish before my eyes. I realize there is much that is embraced by the Jewish people that does not line up with the Covenant that we were given on Sinai. Could it be that somehow we have turned away from the ONE who is there to save and protect us? If so, is anyone listening? Does anyone care? Can blind eyes be opened, deaf ears be unstopped? Could it be that ever since Babylon, there have been new teachings that did not come from Sinai?

I hear my Jewish friends ask over and over again? Why the Jews? Why do we continue to suffer if we are the chosen people? I would ask them—but probably won’t—Is there a condition to being chosen? Did we somehow not fulfill our end of the bargain? If so where do we find what was expected of us? Where are the terms of the covenant written down? Everyone claims that the covenant is the Torah—but which Torah? Did anything happen to add to or take away from the covenant given at Sinai? If so, who was given permission to alter it?

A Prophet Speaks:

Isa 24:4-5: “The land mourneth, it fadeth away; the world languisheth, it fadeth away: the haughty people of the land do languish. And the land is polluted under the inhabitants thereof; for they have violated the laws, changed the statute, broken the everlasting covenant.”

So what was the command about altering the words of the covenant?

G-d speaks to Moses:

“Ye shall not add to the word which I command you, neither shall ye take from it, that ye may keep the commandments of YHVH your God which I command you.” – Deu 4:2

“Everything that I command you, ye shall take heed to do it; thou shalt not add thereto, nor take from it.” – Deu 12:32

G-d speaks to Joshua:

“Only be strong and very courageous, that thou mayest take heed to do according to all the law that Moses my servant commanded thee. Turn not from it to the right or to the left, that thou mayest prosper whithersoever thou goest.” – Jos 1:7

The Wisdom of King Solomon:

“Add thou not unto his words, lest he reprove thee, and thou be found a liar.” – Pro 30:6

What did G-d tell Israel would happen if they changed the covenant?

The Torah:

“And YHVH will scatter thee among all peoples, from the one end of the earth even unto the other end of the earth; and there thou shalt serve other gods, which thou hast not known, thou nor thy fathers, even wood and stone. And among these nations shalt thou find no ease, and there shall be no rest for the sole of thy foot: but YHVH will give thee there a trembling heart, and failing of eyes, and pining of soul; and thy life shall hang in doubt before thee; and thou shalt fear night and day, and shalt have no assurance of thy life.” – Deu 28:64-66

Moses Prophesies the Exile and Final Return in the Latter Days:

“I call heaven and earth to witness against you this day, that you will soon utterly perish from the land which you are going over the Jordan to possess; you will not live long upon it, but will be utterly destroyed. And the LORD will scatter you among the peoples, and you will be left few in number among the nations where the LORD will drive you. … But from there you will seek the LORD your God, and you will find him, if you search after him with all your heart and with all your soul. When you are in tribulation, and all these things come upon you in the latter days, you will return to the LORD your God and obey his voice, for the LORD your God is a merciful God; he will not fail you or destroy you or forget the covenant with your fathers which he swore to them.” – Deu 4:26-27, 29-31

So, I still am heartbroken from what I have seen, and my anxiety mounts that what was declared to never happen again will continue to happen. When I think of my friends, whose ancestors for more than 2000 years have embraced what they think is the true covenant–the Talmud and the many books written by ancient Jewish Sages, I feel hopeless to ever be able to communicate with them. I know several who have personally told me that they don’t know anything about the Bible, that they have never read it and that they think it may be too hard to understand. This all sounds like the same thing I heard from Catholic neighbors when I lived in Mexico. They told me that only a priest could explain the Bible, so they were dependent on going to mass and other things. Well, there you have it! It seems that Judaism, as it is known today, is almost a carbon copy of some things that are found in the Catholic religion. May we all seek the knowledge of the Great Book of Books and renew our covenant while there is still time. Hashem is merciful and will not allow us to be destroyed if our hearts are sincere and we are willing to learn from Him.

B’shalom

Ariella

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Vayechi: Birds on a Wire

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If you have ever meandered around in the town center of Katzrin at night perhaps to eat a bite at a Shawarma or Falafel shop, you may have seen dozens of swallows perched near the ceiling in one of the dark hallways.

Katzrin, a small town located in the Golan Heights of Israel is a favored tourist spot, still shown on Google Maps as outside of the green line that Google is willing to accept as Israel.
But Israelis know it belongs to them and not to Syria, since Israel reclaimed this land in the bloody Six-Day War of 1967.

But I am not writing about that war. We are in another war called “Al Aqsa Flood” by Hamas and “Swords of Iron” by Israel—a war that started with a most horrible massacre. But let us step back even farther and look at what is happening behind the blood stained curtain. This is not all about the current war, though it certainly plays into it. It is about brothers and sisters coming together just as Jacob’s 12 sons came together after his death, put away differences and became one people. But let’s get back to the story!

On October 7, 2023 Hamas terrorists and many radical Palestinian Muslims, though technically classified as civilians broke through Gaza’s border fence and entered the Nova music festival and surrounding villages, killing and raping at random, burning and beheading babies and adults alike. At the same time many of them entered by air in para-gliders, which appeared as giant blood sucking mosquitoes as they filled the dawn sky.

That fated Shabbat, found many religious Israelis attending synagogues, completely disconnected from the news. In several towns, there were soldiers who passed by and alerted some synagogues as to what was happening, and the congregants increased their fervor in prayer with deepened emotion and passionate pleas to the Almighty who alone can save Israel from her enemies.

As I said, this is not about the horrors of war, though that may be the pressure that brought about what has happened since. The swallows in the picture represent the togetherness, the solidarity of togetherness that many Israelis and Jews are feeling around the world.

Soldiers in the field come in from a day of battle, arm in arm, the secular with the religious and feel a camaraderie that few have felt in the recent past. We are one people. And that is what is important here. Not that God is not important. Not that one’s observance is not important—but there is an overriding value that has been missing and is now coming into view. That of brotherly unity and the service of one’s fellow man and especially the right to claim the land of our ancestors. The importance of winning this war against evil is partly to reestablish the Jewish right to exist. And the war is being fought for the good of humanity. This is not just about the Jewish people. It is about good versus evil, hatred versus love, a good God versus an evil god. We fight on for the honor of the name of our God and the place of righteousness in the world. We fight for meaning in our own existence. And YHVH, the Eternal, the Most High, the Creator of the World is supporting this war and when all seems lost, He will come alongside and do things that other wars have not seen. But first we must learn unity. Though it seems to have little to do with God, it virtually has everything to do with Him. We must heal the breach before He can come to us. Love your fellow as yourself. And when we do so, a body will be formed, just as we see written by the prophet Ezekiel:

Eze 37:7 “So I prophesied as I was commanded. There was a sound when I prophesied – I heard a rattling, and the bones came together, bone to bone. 8 As I watched, I saw tendons on them, then muscles appeared, and skin covered over them from above, but there was no breath in them. 9 He said to me, “Prophesy to the breath, – prophesy, son of man – and say to the breath: ‘This is what the sovereign LORD says: Come from the four winds, O breath, and breathe on these corpses so that they may live.'” 10 So I prophesied as I was commanded, and the breath came into them; they lived and stood on their feet, an extremely great army.”

At this time in the war we see other elements trying to disrupt the unity. We see left-wing factions presenting their pressure to undo our current government. Can we allow this? Would this not be our undoing at this time? Doesn’t the enemy know about weakening us? and perhaps these ones are and were involved in inciting the ones who called for division in our land! This is a time to stand together and not back down. And for the sake of the soldiers, for the elderly, for the young people, for the children and for those who volunteer to support our soldiers, we must not give in to these demons who divide the nation and who were involved in weakening us in the very beginning, pre-October 7. Military people in charge were asleep at the switch. Why? Many ask this question, but when we look at the political scenario during the last year we see division in our people.

So what do the swallows represent? There they are, night after night, clinging to shredded electric wires draped along the ceiling in a dark hallway of the town shops, protected from the chaos of wind and storm. They are almost touching each other. They are there every night and they stand for something. No, the halls are not nicely painted or decorated. The ceiling is peeling, the wires are bare in places, loose ends hang in different places. It is not about luxury, fame or status, and they don’t care! It is about being together—sharing safety in each other’s company; standing together against the elements as one of a common creation. Can we learn something here? Can we see the foreshadowing in the Parsha that we read week after week?

If you ever come to Katzrin, please hang out with us in the evening in the town center! Check out the lighted fountains and venture down the dark hallways behind the shops to see the swallows. They seem to be a symbol of what we must stand for. And we are indeed getting there—are we not?

Ariella

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